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(Source: demilovatosongs)

Posted 2 days ago
There are two reasons why people don’t talk about things; either it doesn’t mean anything to them, or it means everything.
Posted 2 days ago

I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.
But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.

I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.

I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war raging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.

I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.

I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.

I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.

Posted 2 days ago
I just want things to go back to normal again. And I hate how the world doesn’t work that way. Why can’t we be allowed to go back and fix things? Why can’t we undo the past? Who says we always have to keep moving forward? Sometimes we should be allowed to go back and change something if we’re not okay with it. Sometimes we need to go back.
I’m not ready to let go erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
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Even after everything you’ve done to me, I still love you. And I don’t think I’ll ever stop.
I can’t help myself erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
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I just wish I could make you hurt the way you hurt me. But I know I could never do that to you because it’s just not in me.
I can’t do it erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
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You should’ve kept fighting for me, but you didn’t because it was easier for you to give up rather than try to be with me again.
Why wasn’t I worth fighting for? erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
Posted 2 days ago
I don’t know what more you could possibly want from me. I gave you everything and it still wasn’t good enough for you. You still chose her over me. And the one question I ask myself every day is ‘why was I not good enough for you’ because darling I don’t know what I could change for you to want me again.
If you told me what to change I would do it for you erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
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I wish I could go back and stop myself from meeting you so I wouldn’t have to feel all this pain you caused me now. But truthfully, if I could go back and fix it all, I wouldn’t. I wouldn’t be who I am now if I never met you, and I can’t imagine how my life could have gone if I never met you. You showed me happiness and made my year, but you also ruined it too.
Love is contradicting erica-s-diary (via erica-s-diary)
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